I had forgotten
how good it felt to walk
outside, breathing in the November sun.
I had forgotten
the sound of contentment
until it reached my ears
and delved into my heart
with laughter
as two teenage boys raced backward
down the driveway slope,
their sisters doing the same
at a slower pace.
I had forgotten
how happy I am to trade
the stale space in front of the computer,
the research and hard decisions tensing my shoulders
for the space between you and me that lets me breathe.
.
We used to make this walk together often
when you were all little and held my hands and skirts,
little chicks huddled around mother hen.
I had forgotten.
But I remembered when I saw how far ahead of me you run now.
.
.
**** A few days later, I revised this poem and posted the revision on this link, Even Mama Needs to Revise.